Goodluck to me. let’s go FEU Channel!
You see, I’m a Masscomm, incoming senior now and many organizations around my University started to appear that will surely suit every media practitioners. To tell you the truth, I only find myself enjoying the advertising field and a little of film. I had my intern at one of the leading broadcasting company here in our country and I have no idea why I was there. Anyway, I did pretty well in that company. :))
Now, I’m interested eyeing on a newly poofed out organization that mostly involves talents like video editing, hosting, writing and graphic designs. I can see myself suited, Well, I want to be in the team of writing or hosting, as much as I would love to be on editing team, I have no foundation under that field. So my problem is.. how great/deserving am I to be in any of the team. I don’t like being rejected that’s why I don’t want auditions and screenings. :))
at dun nagsimula ang pagbagsak ko sa NSTP.
story of my life!
Twitter- you tweet more, they follow more.
Tumblr- you blog/reblog more, they follow less.
I love tumblr more anyway. Been here since 2009. <3
You know, I’ve always wanted a dark room and I’ve been dreaming about occupying the empty space near our laundry room. Maybe if I would get my first salary, I’m gonna build my own dark room and of course buy my own film SLR. I know If I’ll tell this to my grandmother, she’ll gonna get the carpenter right away. heee, that’s how she supports my dreams. I know I’m not that good in taking pictures, but atleast, I love to collect them and post it on my bedroom wall. And of course, I know someday I could learn how to take good photographs. :)
Or atleast, get to see the dark room @UP Diliman.:)
Bakit hindi mo muna subukan
makinig sa paligid mo
bago ka magsalita at manguna?
Bakit hindi mo muna sya
subukan tanungin kung
alam na nya ito
bago ka magdikta at magturo?
Tumigil ka paminsan-minsan,
makiramdam at matakot
dahil baka ang tanging naririning mo lang
ay walang iba kung di sarili mo
Ni hindi mo man lang naririnig
ang sanlibo’t-daang bulong
na mas may laman pa sa minumungkahi mo.
It’s quite better if you don’t listen to your close friends judging them because they had bad issues with these kind of people, because you’ll too see them as bad/weird ones. I believe that there’s no really bad people, still, they surely have some goodness in their hearts no matter how little it is. It’s nice when you personally meet and talk to them in person, you’ll realize that they’re not that bad to talk to and realize that, they, too, are silly like you. Start looking around at your classrooms, and look around for those you see as a-not-so-kind type of guy/girl Talk to them, join them at group activities. It’s nice when take a little stroll outside your comfort zone once in a while. :)
I remember my first and last attend for a mall tour of an international band. It’s Boys like girls and I was 15 years old. My mother was so strict back then, that she never let me go to any places alone (except for instance that she didn’t know where I went), especially when I said I was going to a concert. So she let my 19year old aunt then, to accompany me. I remember that I only knew few songs of them, they played “Heels Over Head” with my bestfriend, Jup singing along, and I, asking her what’s the song’s title, I remember smoking a cig with Tep and Jup, I remember the places we went and the excitement on our faces, I remember the compliment that Tep said about my choker like it just happened yesterday, I remember what we did and I have no plan to share it on public. :))
I realized that I had the best time of my life during that time, thinking that I had no problems back then, no stress, no love problems, no study pressure. Just friends, family matters and myself. It was way back 2007 when we’re still 3rd year highschool, and now, it’s 2012 and I’m on my 3rd year College, It was the time my mother didn’t let me go to any places, but now I need to and she knew I’m mature enough to make my decisions, that I’m no longer 15 years old, but a 19year old who’s listening to Heels Over Head while typing this. :)