We only have less than 6 months left in College/in schooling and I’m mixed emotions to what I’m really, really feeling. First of, I can’t believe that I’m now finishing my schooling and I will face another chapter of my life, and that is, working. I’m afraid I’m never gonna be used to it, or I would still get that hangover feeling from my schooling. I remember this fear was kinda similar when I graduated from high school… I was afraid I’ll have no friends and I was afraid that I’ll have a doubt in my chosen course. But this time, this fear is different.
Oh well, life is like a game, it gets harder and harder every level.
I’m afraid to where I’m heading and to which field would I choose and would I love my job like I liked my schooling? would I quit early or would I stay longer? Would I get along with my co-workers or would I need to force a fake smile just to get through our routinary works? Would it be so stressful and would there be time to hang out with my family and friends or at least, myself?
It saddens me even more that I’m soon be leaving my University and the good times we had there, together with my college buddies. It makes me wanna cry the fact that I’m also gonna leave my college friends.. they’re so special to me. My blockmates and my own tropa. They thought me how to deal lighter with life and to laugh all your problems out.. they thought me how to be competitive and to be always on top of everything else. Among all the set of friends I had, my college tropa is the most easy to get along with. We never had a heart-to-heart talk about our personal problems, but they surely know how to comfort one another by laughing and cracking hilarious jokes. They laugh easily, they laugh at almost everything. We each have different personality but we blend with each other.
No monthly salary and money could ever pay what experience, learning and the friendship I had and will be having as graduation nearly welcomes us. Nothing could beat friendship. :)